Browsing Tag 'depression'
I’m feeling at something of a low ebb at the moment; tired, headachey, generally down. I had no inspiration for today so I’ve nabbed the title from a previous post and just written how I feel. Down the rabbit hole I go, Falling fast and falling slow, Where the floor is I don’t know. Down [...]
I’m a very bubbly person on the outside… and not so much on the inside… I’ve been through a lot in my life. More than most people I’ll come across in life will ever know. Some however, I’m willing to openly share, but not all the hard hitting details… and others, I don’t like to [...]
This post has been on my mind for a couple of weeks now but with one thing and another I’m only getting it out now, but I need to say it. The other week someone accused me of not trying to battle my demons, and damn did that annoy me. Well actually at the time [...]
I don’t think I’m cut out for this whole “life” thing. Everyone else seems to be doing a much better job of it than I am; they have a more active social life than me, they work, they have hobbies and they enjoy it. I, however, am noticing my anxiety getting worse as my social [...]
Note: This is just my experience of depression and I am not trying to speak for anyone else who suffers. Everyone’s experience is different, just like with everything. I hate that look people give when you tell them you’re depressed. It’s a look of wanting to understand but not being able to. No one ever [...]
So what is it with mental health and rules? (Yes, I’m generalising: not all people with MH issues have this specific issue, but it’s my blog and it’s my issue and dammit I’ll write about it how I want.) So seriously, what is with rules? Illogical, impeding, impossible rules. Rules that, if broken, result in [...]
Say no more, huh. And after a fab conversation on twitter this evening, I give you a CHOON!
That’s how long it’s been since I went to uni. Three full weeks. Only one of those was an official week off. I am failing. I am fighting as hard as I possibly can, but I am still failing. There is nothing more they can do, there is nothing more I can do, I just [...]
So that’s not really news, huh! But I was stuck for a title and it fits. I haven’t been to uni for a week now. In fact this last couple of days I have pretended it doesn’t exist. And oddly, the last 2 nights I slept, last night I didn’t even have any nightmares. This [...]
Stress affects me, a lot. It’s my biggest trigger for every single one of my mental health diagnoses, and so I find myself blogging, yet again, about my mental health. Once again my posts are making no sense, once again I can barely focus for long enough to write a post, and once again I [...]
