Mrs TeePot March 3, 2011
I don’t think I’m cut out for this whole “life” thing. Everyone else seems to be doing a much better job of it than I am; they have a more active social life than me, they work, they have hobbies and they enjoy it. I, however, am noticing my anxiety getting worse as my social [...]
Mrs TeePot November 30, 2010
Sadly this is true. Very poor in fact! So if I won £40,000 with paypal I would be over the bleeding moon! I could pay off my student loans for one so that would be a huge weight off my mind, but more importantly, I could shop! And boy do I love to shop! I [...]
Mrs TeePot November 29, 2010
Firstly: I am not knocking how hard you personally may have worked for your degree and I do understand that there are people who, for whatever reason, didn’t get the grades they could have got to get into uni. Having said that I do have very strong (controversial, as always) views and dammit I’ll express them! [...]
Mrs TeePot November 12, 2010
That’s how long it’s been since I went to uni. Three full weeks. Only one of those was an official week off. I am failing. I am fighting as hard as I possibly can, but I am still failing. There is nothing more they can do, there is nothing more I can do, I just [...]
Mrs TeePot October 28, 2010
So that’s not really news, huh! But I was stuck for a title and it fits. I haven’t been to uni for a week now. In fact this last couple of days I have pretended it doesn’t exist. And oddly, the last 2 nights I slept, last night I didn’t even have any nightmares. This [...]
Mrs TeePot October 24, 2010
Not in the cutlery sense! For an explanation of “Spoon Theory” whiz over here, it makes total sense, I promise. But now seriously, does anyone out there have any spare spoons? because I am all out right now. Between uni, secret (awesome) stuff happening, other secret (possibly awesome) stuff happening, lack of sleep and forgetting [...]
Mrs TeePot October 19, 2010
Firstly thank you for the comments on my last post You’re awesome! Today, however, was pretty rough. The first lecture went well, despite most of it going over my head, but I didn’t die and that is good! After that though, things went downhill. I had my first tutorial/seminar/small group session. I had been thinking [...]
Mrs TeePot October 18, 2010
Man, this Uni thing is exhausting. Having a “normal” life is exhausting. I am tired all the time, I never have enough time to do anything, tiny little things going wrong send me over the edge. I’ve had to bail from my voluntary work because I just don’t have the energy or time for it [...]
Mrs TeePot October 4, 2010
Stress affects me, a lot. It’s my biggest trigger for every single one of my mental health diagnoses, and so I find myself blogging, yet again, about my mental health. Once again my posts are making no sense, once again I can barely focus for long enough to write a post, and once again I [...]
Mrs TeePot October 1, 2010
This morning on the train to uni I wrote a happy clappy, honest, but over all positive post about yesterday. Four hours later I am on the train back with plans to climb into bed when I get home and stay there. What a difference a day makes! Firstly the weather. It may seem like [...]